i
guess
eye
just
don't
c
the
point
of
always
writing
reality

eye
already
live
it

They are "do" art and I only think about it. I think about it a lot though, sitting at this here computer, cruising Perez Hilton, People, Just Jared, etc. I really do mean to write ETC because there are several more and I'm just too embarrassed to write them all down.

Where was I going with this? I was talking about "them, doing art". Lucky thems. Like I said, I admire that kind of life. So different from mine, but still something to be admired. Britney Spears the artist, the her-them. I liked it when Britney Spears dubbed her new album "Circus" as being edgy. She must of have said it at least 3 times. She also mentioned the word "fun" a lot and how a lot of things were "fun". I couldn't tell from her MTV interview if she serious or just had a limited vocabulary. But Britney "does art" and it's fun and edgy.

Mind you how would I describe my new album? Probably I would say "old school pop" too, come to think of it.

I'm dropping my new album too, on the 2nd, Britney's birthday. Actually it's the same day as "Circus" is being released. The blood between might start to boil, that is if she even knows me, but I know I'm pissed. We need to be competing, this I am sure of. Us and Them. Someone ought to blog about our pretend warring. That could make someone's day. That someone-them at their computer, cruising through blog sites.

Where was I?

the rubber head rest

I don't think I bend that way.

At least not when I try this at home. At least not when I'm warmed up. I mean, I haven't exactly tried this position before, but I'm pretty sure.

Thank goodness you used that sterile pen to put those ink crosses on my right foot.

Sure, I can count backwards. 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, nowhere

i need chapstick i can't move my foot hurts

I will undo what was just done. At least that is your opinion.

my lips are dry. it's bright. my foot really hurts a lot. sure ask the doctor. is that panic in your voice?

"What is your pain level?" uh, 4. But what's it out of? /10. oh, then i mean 8.

now where? around we go it's bright that must be a window or something

Hello?

3 Faces Welcoming Me Back.

Can I see a mirror please?

what is on my face? i look like a clown what colour am i? oh it's the vaseline i needed chapstick and she smeared vaseline i look fucked

Hello Again? You're Still Here?

Press - "beep". Press - "beep" i guess that's better and no i won't stop pressing the morphine.

in 10 minutes i will roll over. Press -"beep".